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About Me Member General Digital Photographer MeiKiMeii16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I remember

Thu Nov 5, 2009, 6:16 PM
I remember the days when we used to talk as if we were two fictional characters, placed in the storybook of our lives. Line after line, that story of ours melded into one tremendous prose, full of luscious language, both beautiful and bittersweet. Every little occurance made a tremendous ripple in our pool of love, affecting how we lived and percieved life each and every day. Back then, when every little word meant something. When every little word, meant everything. Words had power over me. Over time, their powers have seemed to drain from my body and soul, leaving the words, and littlest phrases that once meant so much, meaningless.

"What does it mean, to love someone?" Give me the answers. I'll lock them in my memory box, so I can remember to treat you the way a person who loves someone SHOULD treat them. It's no longer fair for me to call out for you, so far away. Why, have I realized all these thoughts much too late? Is there no way to fix my actions towards you? My coldness? Yet you stood by... always there... waiting. Yes. For you, that's love. For me, that's selfishness. Now that you know, I have no right to feel the way i feel when i see others who like you. How could they not? But what can i do? From my room, 1,000 miles away? Sit and watch. as they take you away. into their arms, and into their hearts. Treating you the way you SHOULD be treated. the way you DESERVE to be treated. What can i do? What can i do . . .


  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: River Flows In You - Yiruma
  • Reading: stuffs
  • Watching: msn
  • Playing: music
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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" . . . Why do you hide yourself away from the world?
Because I’m afraid.
I’m afraid of its crude remarks.
And its judgments against me and the personality that I hold inside.
Only few can read the me that is me.
Others see the me that I show.
The real me is hidden beneath the covers. . ."

and the questions i ask myself most:
“Why are you so far away? Why can't we see each other? Why am i so quiet with everyone but you? Why do you make me like this? Why?”

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Within myself.
  • Interests: Him, Drawing, Reading, Photoship, Computer Graphics.
  • Favourite movie: Arang, Secret that cannot be told.
  • Favourite band or musician: bigbang
  • Favourite genre of music: foreign;
  • Favourite poet or writer: Him.
  • Favourite photographer: slumberdoll
  • Operating System: Window XP, Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano; third generation
  • Skin of choice: His skin.
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo wii, gameboy
  • Favourite cartoon character: pucca
  • Personal Quote: "I'm not even kidding."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, eraser, jeans, tablet, photoshop.

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Comments


:iconfuumirai:
Kiiiiimiiiiiii~ *flails arms* Harvest Moon is kicking my butt! My stupid son is being...stupid. Can I just whack him with a hoe (...Muffy)?

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Don't piss on my cupcakes.
:iconmeikimeii:
LOL
sure
i'm sure he'd like that ;DDD


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無法移動的夢想 就算沒有人鼓掌 我也不會受傷
不會稀釋的信仰 心&#3
:icondavelopes:
thanks for the fave =D

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:iconbuhjammies:
kimi <3
how have you been? i haven't talked to you in FOREVERS : C!

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I just wanna see her smile again...hmm. I just want her to know that I don't care about the scars. - Joker
:iconmeikimeii:
8D I thought this was aisa.
But i wasn't sure. Since it just said jean.
hahaha xD

MAN. I MISSED YOUUU.
AND IM DOIN FINE.
jonnehboy's commin to visit meeeeeee<3


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無法移動的夢想 就算沒有人鼓掌 我也不會受傷
不會稀釋的信仰 心&#3
:iconbuhjammies:
i missed you too 8D

omfg i'm so glad ya'll are still together! it's been foreverrr!

i always check up on ya'll to see what ya'll have been doing : D

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I just wanna see her smile again...hmm. I just want her to know that I don't care about the scars. - Joker
:iconmeikimeii:
Lol i knoww xD
almost two yearssss.

hahahhaah yesss :3

how's your love lifeee?


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無法移動的夢想 就算沒有人鼓掌 我也不會受傷
不會稀釋的信仰 心&#3
:iconbuhjammies:
wow two years!

its good, things have been way to dramatic for me though T____T;

how was your day?

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I just wanna see her smile again...hmm. I just want her to know that I don't care about the scars. - Joker
:iconthecamcafe:
Oh, you fav'd that pic by blackmage9!
She's a good photographer (is a she, right? lol >.<")

And, I entered a contest and need some more votes to win! X3
Will you vote for me? :D
[link]

Mine is the first one! :)

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